Perish, by HatePH34R

Perish

by HatePH34R

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1.	U Should Chill 02:11	lyrics	buy track
Sometimes the best person at fucking up your life is yourself Ask me how I know Ask me how the fuck I know And I'm dethroned when I leave home ‘cuz any time I roam I'm known to never leave hoes alone But I can't be myself anymore Am drowning or am I reborn? Depressive porn for others to peep on Never been the type to ever want to sleep on Deep songs, strong drugs, cheap fun, goth broads Short blondes, shit think I laid out all my weakness 13 shots and I'm stressing out 13 hits and I'm blacking out If you've got questions better ask me now Better ask me how I fucked around and brought it all down House of Cards, yeah I'm binging now You never quite figured my lies out Mixing the liquor with vapor it's quicker but bitter I'm sick of the person I've become I'm still numb, a phantom, I fold on command at the hands of a siren inspired but tired Nothing left to keep me on the ground Except the sounds that I scream for crowds Spent way too long tryna chase the crown Spent way too long in the underground I'm so low now,but I swear I'll rebound And u should chill till I sober down Yeah you should chill 'til I sober down When I sober down and hit the ground
2.	Phantoms (Ft. Nacho Picasso) 04:21	lyrics	buy track
[Chorus] Purple in my brain, Narco in my veins Phantoms all around me Yeah they driving me insane [Verse 1: HatePH34R] I like the addiction but still play the victim, Scream my name ‘cuz you’re my new victim Glitch in my system, I’m missing my rhythms The symptoms of schisms and mental divisions Incisions from every score that I’ve made Sanity check, backed by death Sign on the dots you’ll claim my debt Feel the waves, I’m high for days Got razorblades with phantom pains I’m bred for war, a Solid Snake My tank’s on empty, we’ll let it blaze Crash and burn, or die a saint Inundated then dilate I’ll die a great or die a fake My fate’s been sealed, so hell awaits phantoms all around me yeah they calling out my name My acid fangs spread massive pains to everyone I’ve loved in vain I’m not the hero that I used to be, Usually it’s not my thing to cause a scene Just revel in obscene Lack of connection, substance obsession Constant ascension to other dimensions Perceived inception of other intentions Convictions broken with no opposition I’ll fall from grace like hallowed saints like moths to flames I’ll trace the veins I’ll fight the addiction, refrain from abstention, I’ll change my perception you’ll light my procession [Chorus] [Verse 2: Nacho Picasso] These new kids all children of the corn On the bill and I perform or I’m chilling watching porn Not concerned about the swarm Or who swerving in that foreign I was serving Micheal Irving with that rock ‘fore he was born I was watching DB before it was DBZ And now anime is cool? This shit is so new to me Man I know you’re not real got nothing to prove to me Keep your problems to yourself Got nothing to do with me And my bitch want me dead That’s just a lil ‘tude to me Every text message read Is just a lil nude to me Yeah these 4 padded walls is just a lil room to me And my best fucking song is just a lil tune to me I’d say see your ass tomorrow, that’s just a lil soon to me If I ain’t the fucking best I guess I’m just soon to be I’d say see your ass tomorrow, that’s just a lil soon to me If I ain’t the fucking best I guess I’m just soon to be [Chorus]
3.	Weight of the World 04:34	lyrics	buy track
[Verse 1] Speaker cries out in pleasure times, sweetened highs, heightened lies do or die I’m paralyzed, Staring in a pair of eyes lie in wait to find my paradise that hides deep inside beneath all of her lies Sink my teeth into necks of ghosts that I connect with, Stoner with the deadpan Leave my dead by the curb for the trash man, Dead without a plan, cursed by all the lost and damned In the places from my past that I’ve vacated It’s so quiet when they write about all the wrongs that I’ve perpetrated no replacement; days left with this nervousness I’ve placated not alone when I spit my heart out with Sadvicious, Ripping plenty when I roll through all of my Guinness Shadow looks so sad and thinks that I don't understand it but we've got a lot in common in the way we both will Perish I need a hand but I’ve got a handle, just as able to drown fables in my path that I’ve created with my mental Weight of the World on my shoulders just like Atlas Shrug it off just so I can get to take another hit Splatter patterns spatter matter on the canvas just like Dexter Maybe I’m more fucked up than you thought? Faces of death that you just faced and wept Talking to myself because I’ve got nobody else Stepped through circles of hell like I’m meant to But dulled fangs still sink into my skin too [Chorus] Lies I tell keep me up at night Nothing to lose, got nothing to lose now Tried so hard to make things right Weight of the world got me feeling so low Weight of the world got me feeling solo [Bridge] Disorders that bordered the normalcy of life Live like Jack and sally, Probably more like Jack and Coke Visions of decisions I never thought I’d have to make Is memory the key? Or the key to more empty mistakes Hate the fear the brought me here Fucked up too much these last few years Bathed in all the tears from every single night terror Seeing all the signs I should’ve noticed from the start These are my last words, please don’t take them to heart [Verse 2] I tried to pray to god but the sky was feeling empty And I never even thought to ask how to cut you gently Every breath so close to death, measure my apparent dread Never been known to apologize for what I’ve said The rabbit hole ran way too deep and now I'm screaming to be saved like someone gives a fuck but I don't know if I can be the same I'm probably just another allegory to be told to the person who takes over the position that I hold [Chorus] [Verse 3] I wanna know that you’ll keep it secret, keep it safe I poisoned your intentions like I lived at fucking Heaven’s gate Stranger in a strange land damaged from the games man, Planning to retire by playing a little hangman hunter turned to hunted but the hunter didn't like it so he found another vice to numb away his conscience Demon’s in my head, I’ve got demons in my bed And the secrets that they’ve kept make me more alive than dead Chased my tail to find another femme fatale Known to associates with one too many belles of hell Cameras in your face I guess we’re all big brother now So document every single lie I’ve told and smiled Another day, another drink to wash away my filth and shame I'll search for inner comfort by passing on all the blame Please forget about me if I ever fall and drown I’ve never been good with goodbyes anyhow [Chorus]
4.	You Couldn't Stay (Ft. Early Adopted) 03:47	lyrics	buy track
[Verse 1: HatePH34R] Sensitive eyes, turbulent highs Springtime goodbyes make for awful Julys Still bitter, not with her, no quitter but can't help but feel like I've been the victim dissecting the lines and the grooves and the meaning investing in moods that can only get better recognize patterns, the shapes and the letters that carried a message I dreaded; "you couldn't stay" And maybe it's selfish to say but I needed you more than you need me still not at ease, still lost at sea still haven't parted with my share of the grief won't be at peace while my heart still beats can't bring myself to say rest in peace cuz then it's too real, and I want to heal And deal with the growing unrest My brain is a mess, scattered by death Overdue for some rest but still lacking the breadth, the depth, and the cred Adept with depression amidst my procession I feel so repressed, immunosuppression Numb to the taste, but still feel the daze, the days that pile on despite my pleas I’m slurring my words, my vision still blurs And I’m counting the days ‘til I’m in the hearse [Bridge] We all get swept away Empty, left alone You never could stay I can’t let you go [Verse 2: Early Adopted] She had me in the palm of her hand saw every line in her olive skin Reading her fate, her life, and her head Paid attention to where they’d intersect compared them to mine, was in awe when I did Undeniable resemblances exact points they met identical to hers, as hers were to his Attention to detail is where my time’s spent It’s in the cards That’s what they said If it’s in the stars the darkness would end It doesn’t make sense That’s where they live need her evenings for my days to exist our satellites aligned when I was in the abyss When the tide comes in, Our time runs thin I just hope you can swim missed the eclipse and there may not be next one Pulling us apart further than ever expected All I ever wanted to do was to live forever OD off one whiff of her elixir Ed White on a spacewalk with Eva Gemini turned to Ed Gein with a razor You are wearing faces that aren’t yours Cover your ugly behind that make up (You're always made up)
5.	Hyperlucidity 03:39	info	buy track
6.	Lucky Number 6 02:52	lyrics	buy track
[Chorus] Roll the dice, bet I fall in love again Lucky number 6 drown my fears like a medicine Head’s full of isotopes and skeletons Scrapin’ on the walls of my psyche Screamin’ “Let Me In, Let Me In, I’ll never sin” [Verse 1] My pupils dilate, I’m wide awake There’s no escape from tidal waves Captive weights or captive waits? You’re mine to take Searching for a light to break The darkness that I’ve made Flirted with disaster, Let’s just keep it vague, is that okay? Subtle games I’ve come to find Infiltrate unwilling minds Even if it’s mine, I’ve never built defenses in time But I can’t pretend I’m fine Never really getting in your mind Inception happens all the time It’s quite alright I’ve come to find [Chorus] [Verse 2] Bathed in all my hell again, irrelevant Cognizant that it’s so repetitive Feeling like the devil’s twin Rituals of mine that I’ve long since imbibed Confide and then incise just to take a look inside Firefights I’ve fought in Chasing yet another toxin Toxic lips make me numb and sick Rip another stitch Coughing fits from a few more hits Torn to bits by your scent Cute but militant Sip another stimulant [Chorus] I’ll never let you in, I’ll never let you win I’ll never sleep again but I’ll never let you win
7.	Angelfire 03:43	lyrics	buy track
[Verse 1] Higher than the ocean, Taste and feel the devil in my potion Hidden vigor disrupts my blind devotion Captured rapture now I’m out my function, sunk in Functionally insane but I’ll never be a slave to substance Mother brain, mother brain tell me all your secrets Maker of my circuits made me numb under the surface Searching for a purpose, anything to hurt less Icarus again, the victim of another trend Cast your dreams, maybe we can raise the dead? Erase your head, suck me in, sing to me and maybe we can dream again? Transistor, teach me how to speak again Leave behind every single word I’ve ever left unspent Long live the new flesh, tape inserted in my chest Snuff me out of life so that I can see the face of death Never asked for this, didn’t think to waste the breath Or place requests, bet on anything I’ll never rest Angelfire, Angelfire, how deadly is your rapture? Was it worth every bit of misery you captured? Running from the blades but they’re always getting faster Living in the fallout is something that I’ve mastered Speaking in that newspeak, tryna hide the true dreams Reality is flexible when you’re not sure if you bleed Purple trees illuminating scores of new scenes, blue dreams I stencil with a pencil in a loose leaf Then I fall And I fall [Verse 2] Days are numbered, crave and hunger, Craven lover, depraved wonder dragged asunder demons in my head guess I'm the haunted, right? Way too many neon nights chasing all the fleeting lies Rabbit holes I stumbled down trying to untangle signs Parasitic spies confined inside empty minds Parables to hide inside among the fractured lines Woken furies, spoken queries Chaos theories leave me worn and weary Here and there be demons leaving everyone so dreary They fear me, cuz I serve the servants and I’ll kill the king Serpents never mark their prey and I don’t bow to anything Standing on the edge, see if I can take the plunge No need for guns, got my tongue with many darker deeds unsung Only option was to run cuz 30 always seemed too young Rip the threads and watch all the functions come undone Shake the hand that shook the world and robbed you of your pasture Shepherd of disaster, how deadly is your rapture?
8.	HVZE 03:47	lyrics	buy track
[Verse 1] Villain in the haze Got you screaming for the taste Traitors touch their tongue to blades While I set the whole damn thing ablaze That’s no escape, we die elated your tired eyes are looking jaded Kinda faded, broken famous, born in anguish, plan to vanquish Words of ancients said PH34R would claim it Music vagrant to spilling lyrics Produced by space trips, Exude the greatness Data sickness, degrading discs fits Fuck a sickness I don’t even have a day off for a mistress Only in it for the bars, not to get rich Couple hundred on the dash, can I dodge death? Yeah I can Bathing in sin, Yeah I’ll breathe it all in while the medicine keeps all the calm from within Wearing me thin, dealing with all of the darkness that follows and haunts all of the wins Sickest revenge when I pick up the pen To conjure the words that make them repent Prepare for descent, Arrange your affairs so I know who to call when I slaughter you next [Chorus] Villain in the haze Got me feeling like I’m blazed out [Verse 2] Villain in the haze Left you fiending in my wake Mastered every single wave That’s no mistakes, won’t die a fake No shallow graves, make them gallows swing Ph34R the silence, or what it brings They sold their souls for their promised rings While I sat in darkness and sharpened fangs King of the damned Yeah I’ll kill ‘em again While their treacherous tongues pray only to brands Spiritual sounds when I’m fucking around And I’m spilling my guts on the record for crowns Circle and drown All the cowards devoured I’ll down ‘em like downers while I’m feeling sour Chronic or whiskey to chronicle misspeaks I’m feeling myself when I’m drowning in blue dreams [Chorus] [Bridge] Cloud nine from headies that’s keep me steady and ready to conquer the unending tides Anarchist waving his fist at an egocentric society, we’ll kiss it goodbye Kill em in silence, I’ll finish the fight cuz I came up in places that lesser man die Fuck with your PH34R and a god will reply, Ride with my villains ‘til grave time arrives Doubted me ‘til all of the paychecks repaid all the hours I slaved when forging my name Sharpened my blades while preparing to slay phantoms in stanzas that stand in the in the way Stranded in thoughts, left em praying for plagues By burning my words straight into their displays Powers obtained while controlling their games Forever ensuring my message is pain [Chorus]

credits

released June 7, 2018

Recorded by Rusty Mack at Surf School Recordings
Mixed by Adam Krinsky at Studio Bellows
Mastered by FilthyBroke Recordings
Additional vocals on tracks 3, 4 & 8 recorded by Cindy Clausen
Tracks 1 & 4 produced by Foxwedding
Tracks 2, 5, & 7 produced by S.A.T.
Tracks 3 & 6 produced by Eric G.
Track 8 produced by HatePH34R
All lyrics except guest verses written by HatePH34R